PERSONAL OUTPUT

Producer. Anti-fascist. Egalitarian. Noisician. Performer. Remixer. Ally. Label operator. Mental health advocate, supporter, and sufferer. Owned by cats. Possibly an elite clowder of 13 orange tabbies who link together like Voltron to form a weirdo meatbot.

Meow.

In and out of bands since the ‘90s, we started experimenting with noise in the mid ‘90s and producing music and noise ourselves in ‘02 or ‘03. Many unpopular projects, many overlooked releases, few that appreciate any of them. My mom thinks most of it sucks. Cats, noise, music, mental health, cats, support, authenticity, and cats. Not necessarily in that order. Also, cats.

I remix, am remixed and may be interested in splits/collaborations with the right people. Also, I’d probably be into working on music/sound for games or film.

If there’s something I did that isn’t here in the list, please lemme know and I’ll add it in.

Active projects:

Disconsolate

Fail

FFI Digital

Glaive (With Hal of Vasectomy Party/Forever Escaping Boredom Records)

Loss

This Is What I Hear When You Talk (TIWIHWYT)

WNW

All current projects have a presence on the IDR Bandcamp. The following are links to the non-IDR releases.

Also:

Also also:

Fail:

Loss:

• Sick

• I Am But the Sum of My Conditions

• I Kill Everything CD (on defunct Spectre Records, no web presence)

• You Are What Eats You (on defunct Spectre Records, no web presence)

TIWIHWYT:

• Failure, Pain, and Death

• Crickets and Wind Chimes, With Neither Crickets nor Wind Chimes

• Unspeakable

• No One Wants to Be the Last Survivor

• Grief Textures I & XXIII

Collaborations:

• Philipp Münch and Loss: Transcon tinental Desperation

• Jon Watkins & Fail: Reflections on Art and A.I.

• 10/25/2025 | Fail, Vasectomy Party, & Ryan Stanley

• This Is What I Hear When You Talk & ௐ: A Desecration Of Desires

Splits:

• Fail / Hendekagon: Rust

• Ennaytch / Fail: Lumpenprole

• Vasectomy Party / Fail: Split 3"

• Novasak / Human Fluid Rot / Fail / Vasectomy Party: 4 Way Split Cassette

• Stolen Light / FFI Digital: Generic Music: Volume 1

• Fail / Hendekagon: Lines

• Fail / RDKPL - Fail / RDKPL

Compilations:

• Season's Greetings

• International Experimental Music Compilation (400 Way Split)

• Covid-19 Compilation: Recorded Under Quarantine

• It’s Only HNW (But I Like It) IV

• Imploding Sounds #250

• Peace . Love . Joy

• Silver Bells

• 100 Harsh Noise Wall Compilation

• Joy

• Warm Holiday Wishes

• Peace On Earth

• Maschinenfest 2005

• Spectre • Decade

• Maschinenfest - The 10th Anniversary Jubilee Celebration Present 2008

• Elektroanschlag 4

• Emerging Organisms Vol. 3

• 4 Years Of D.I.Y.

• Elektroanschlag 8 // Final Edition

• Maschinenfest 2014

• Snowflakes V

• It Ain't Dead Yet (A Tribute To Skinny Puppy)

• Digital Recovery: Part 13 (With Caustic)

• The Plan: You Never Know | Various Artists | Mak Memorial Compilation

• TQUKR Ukraine Special

• A Therapeutic Misadventure

• Ice Heart Father

• I II Volume I

• Stemms 100 Compilation-The House That Walls Built

• WALLS OF GRIEF

• AM 5th Anniversary

• S = k. log W

• Laboratores

• Make a Joyful Noise

• 42 Seconds #7

• 7.7

• Daredevil Meditations

• AM 10th Anniversary

•Visiting Kings

• Relatives Schoensein

• Relatives Schoensein 2

• For Peace. Against War. Who Is Not? A Compilation For The People Of Ukraine

• Stand With Ukraine

• NODAPL NOISE

• Psychic War Against Cop City: An Extreme Music Compilation

• Quiet in Studio

• TRIBUTE TO EMILY AIDEEN (MONOLITHIC TORMENT/MASSIVEPANICATTACK)

• Deck the Walls - A White Noise Christmas

• 666

• Broken tape records presents: International experimental music compilation (400 way split)

• HARSH NOISE KOMP7

• ONE WORLD | Various Artists | Adventurous Music

• Experiments on the Witch House

• Turning Pale